Stuff and Things

Wow talk about a t.v. show that was hard to handle and emotionally
draining ! I just watched the first eps. of Obsessed its about OCD. It
was a story about a woman and a man that both have this disorder. Anyway
I don't want to go over the whole dang show.. but have you ever watched a
movie and gotten so envolved with the ppl. that when you leave the show
your drained? Totally tired? Shouldn't have watched that show. Hit to dang close to home I guess. Ohh well on to more stuff and things learned

Lets see what did I learn about me today? Number one I don't like tons of ppl and loud noises. Funny thing considering I used to be a preschool teacher huh? I wonder why that has changed so. I also have learned another thing a good thing actually. I have a wonderfull family! I need to remember that when the days get hard and all start to blend into one another. I guess it sorta goes with the saying "don't forget to count your blessings" Its funny when you really sit down with a pencil and paper and start counting every single one. You know like Number 1. I am alive 2. I have two wonderfull daughters 3. Everyone is basiclly healthy. 4. I can count lol 5. I have a place to live 6. I have food to eat 7 I have electricity 8. I have a computer 9. I have the internet. 10. I can type and tons more.. see what I mean? You really don't see how much you have till you write them all down! Ok I am off my soapbox. I do wonder though how any of you feel about what I am typing or for that matter is anyone really reading any of this? Drop me a note plz and at least say Hi or something so I know I am not the only one reading my what seem to have become "mini novels" . LOL Hope you are all having a nic evening couting your blessings!

Well today starts out with me not getting up till 11 .. I missed my nice quiet morning dang it! You see around here if I don't get up early in the morning , then I can forget my alone time. I like being alone in the morning, just me and my dogs and the quiet , ohhh the quiet. No TV that's the best. I can think. You know what I mean? Really really think . Only thing is once in awhile this thinking causes some strange side effects. I start wondering if I am the only person that really thinks like this? I am sure I am not. So why can I only hear my thoughts? See through my eyes? Only feel what I touch? It's weird it kinda starts a circle that goes around and around in my head. Then I start feeling really lonely and scared. Weird I know. But most mornings I just get to sit quietly for an hour or so and drink my coffee, watch a quick craft show or Joyce Myers Show. I don't usually read in the mornings because it makes me sleepy and I am likely to fall back to sleep and waste a perfectly good morning!

Well I am off to explore some blogs. Maybe I can find something that will inspire me to get back to my art. HMMM you never know right?

Who is Susie?

Hi,
I am sure you have read many blogs where people have no idea how to describe
who they are. So I guess this will be just one more. I wanted to say hello and
introduce myself like normal people would do. But heck I might as well admit it now.
One thing I do know about myself is that I don't fit into what most people call "The Norm"
But then again what DO most people call normal? I have always been told I am
weird, different, dance to the beat of my own drum, sing my own tune, that type of
thing. It's not that I wear wild crazy clothes that stand out from the rest of the crowd, although I would love to. It's not that my hair is green, but blue would be nice,or maybe pink. It's not that I color outside the lines, well not unless I am in the mood to. I am not loud or obnoxious, but I can sure belt out a good song. I am not abnormally short or tall,but good things do come in small packages.I don't tell people I see little green men from another planet,but it would sure be fun to meet some! So what makes me feel so different? What makes me weird? Good question, maybe all of you can help me figure it out.