Thursday, June 11, 2009

Magic Wands

I lost my Magic Wand a long long time ago.. when I was a very young girl.. thing is now that I think about it I am not sure I ever had one.. I think it was my mother that had the magic wand. She always seems to be able to make things better. I asked her today about that magic wand I wanted to borrow it for my own daughter.. but its funny she said she lost her's long ago too. But if she lost it then how come it always seems like she has one? And and where is mine so I can wipe away the pain for my daughter???? Then I got to thinking as usual these days The magic of Mommies.. do I have that magic? Can I help my little one feel better? Please God help me help her ... help me find that lost magic wand. Its funny whenever I mention my wand everyone knows exactly what I am talking about.. as if they have seen it too... yet no one seems to have any idea where theirs or anyone else's is. I am rambling tonight .. thoughts are scrambled I remember the pain she is going through so well, that unbearable tormented nothing in the world will ever be right again pain. Know that pain? The only thing I know to tell her, the only way I know to help is to tell her it will get better , it will , time will fade this type of pain, it will get better, it is like an open wound, it will heal but leave a scar that with time will fade to just a shimmer of its original self. I wanted to take her and shield her from anything harmful, never let a single thing touch her.... but I couldn't do that.... if I had my sweet little rose bud would never have blossomed into the beautiful being she is. I hope she knows how proud of her I am.. I am very proud of both my wonderfull girls... grown women now though... that still need mommie once in awhile... don't I know that feeling... ohh see I have learned something today... My children still need me.. and I still need my mommie. Take care all .... give your mother, daughter , sister.. hubby... son .. daddy.... a hug today, let them know you still need them. Good night...sweet dreams

Children and mothers never truly part -
Bound in the beating of each
other's heart.
- Charlotte Gray


  1. mommy I read your post this magic wand this chance to help me to be the one i run too will always be yours. when i hurt and life is ripping my heart mommy is the safe place i will ever yern for. so call it a magic wond ifv you will becuse nothing can fix it but you can dull the pain

  2. Ohhh so sorry for her terrible pain. Yes, I do remember that pain so very well. Gone but not forgotten. A scar, yes indeed.

    I wish I had that magic wand, too. It was so much easier when they were small...